My life changed so much with that one decision. All our lives did, really, but I’m just speaking from my perspective. Suddenly, I was on your and Lasse’s couch in Diemen, contemplating whenever it’s worth to get down on the floor, waiting for you to come home and wrestle me a bit. You showed me how to have a good time, with your touch and shakes I felt like I matter. I felt like one on the three or four, or twenty, when things at your place got wild and rowdy. I felt celebrated each day, despite on leaving my marks all over the floor, expensive taxis, complicating your schedule and my overall smelliness.